Thursday, October 13, 2005

I sense something, elusive.

Something hit me.

I feel lost. Something's amiss. Something's not right. Something that i would regret when it's too late. I just don't feel right today.

What is it?

Something's elusive. So difficult to describe, detect, or grasp by the mind.

Hmmm....


EDITED: 11.25pm

I can't help think i'm really missing something out in my youth life. I can't seem to find it. Elusive. I know its something, but i just can't make it out. I have the idea, but i can't portray it.

Y'know what...i know what it is. But i'm just too embarassed to talk about it. It makes me look like some desperate sicko.

I'm such a moron.


I don't understand. It's like some sort of paradoxical event. Everybody tells me a different thing, but nothing can make me change my thoughts.

2 comments:

  1. Footprints in the Sand
    by Mary Stevenson

    One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was
    walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the
    sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he
    noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one
    belonging to him, and the other to the Lord. When
    the last scene of his life flashed before him, he
    looked back at the footprints in the sand. He
    noticed that many times along the path of his life
    there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed
    that it happened at the very lowest and saddest
    times in his life. This really bothered him and he
    questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, You said that
    once I decided to follow you, You'd walk with me all
    the way. But I have noticed that during the most
    troublesome times in my life, there is only one set
    of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed
    you most you would leave me." The Lord replied,
    "My son, My precious child, I love you and I would
    never leave you. During your times of trial and
    suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it
    was then that I Carried You."

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