"fucked in."

What if..

something were to happen..

that really hurts you..

but its deemed unevitable.

It hurts so badly.

these feelings of helplessness.

these feelings of sorrow.

everything seems to be crashing down.

Yes, it does not matter at all.

But it hurts so badly.

Just mere thoughts.

I try not to wallow about it.

It hurts so badly.

Just as much as i try not to think of it.

than thinking of it.

Others may not think mutually as me.

Its just the way I am.

I'm sorry.

I'm fucked in.