"Keep Talking."

Keep talking, someday you'll say something intelligent.




- tsencai.

"H.E.L.P me, H.E.L.P you :) "

Kwee dropped over at my place to get his assignment done simply because he needs internet access :S



Kwee busy at his assignment.


Bee busy with Kwee's assignment.


Bee, busy with Kwee's assignment.


Kwee was rather hardworking that day because he wanted to hand in his assignment on the day itself. Bee was the more chillax one as she made her choice to only hand in her work on the following day.

Sigh, today's Wednesday and i'm writing about Monday.



- take care, God bless.

- jW's.

"Everything."

Everything seems drifting away.

Everything seems to need a bigger step.

Everything seems to be smaller.

Everything seems so screwed up.

Or maybe i'm just thinking too much.



- tsencai.

"Abide to these."

"People are illogical, unreasonable and self-centered. Love them anyway."

"If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Do good anyway."

"If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies. Succeed anyway."

"The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway."

"Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable. Be honest and frank anyway."

"The biggest persons with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest persons with the smallest minds. Think big anyway."

"People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs. Fight for a few underdogs anyway."

"What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight. Build anyway."

"People really need help, but may attack you if you do help them. Help them anyway."

"Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth. Give the world the best you have anyway.."

- The Paradoxical Commandments.

- tsencai.

"Sometimes..."

Sometimes... when you have nothing to do - you go watch a movie.

Sometimes... when you have nothing really good to watch, you simply pick a random movie.

Sometimes... that's a plain stupid thing to do.



Recall on last Friday (17/11/2006)-

Especially for our case; Aaron, Kirsty, their two other DU buds and I.

The five of us wanted to catch the 2.30pm show for Death Note. There weren't anymore tickets for that time, so we tried the 3.00pm one - no tickets.

the 5.00pm one? - no tickets.

So we tried our luck for the latest Bond flick - Casino Royale .

As expected, all showtimes in the noon were sold out or if not, the seats suck.



How now brown cows?

We decided to watch raindogs.


What's that?

I don't know. Some chinese flick, i know.


We inquired the guy behind the counter, and yea, he told us it was a cantonese show. We assumed it was some HK movie.


So yea, we bought the tickets.

5 of us, for the 3.15pm show. There were only THREE seats taken in the cinema when we bought it. Now, there's eight.

How come i've never heard of this movie before? If it was a Hk flick i would've heard of it before. Anyway, the first scene into the movie...


We see a one ringgit malaysian note being passed from hand to hand.

A local show! Hmm..i really thought it might be interesting.

But half an hour through the show, i nearly lost my patience.

The show is so annoyingly slow paced and dull. I nearly fell asleep. Camera-work is sluggish, the narrative meanders at a lethargic and sometimes irritating pace, and we have to tolerate a whole lot of irrelevant and pointless sequences, shot ostensibly to beef up the footage.

Like for example, as Aaron quoted, the scene showing some scenery for like what - 10-30 seconds? Totally pointless and boring. The one hour and 45 minutes ordeal felt like a 2 and a half hour one. The whole show was super draggy.

I'd rather watch senseless horror movies anytime.


Hee. Hee. Hee. I come for you.

Surprisingly, we stayed out through the entire show. Oh, wait, we didn't really exactly expected the show to end at that time. Why? Because it wasn't a real ending.

Do you understand what i'm trying to say? You would, if you'd watch it. Which, isn't a very good idea.

The ending works off this way - a scene showing a tree in a village for hmm..about 30 seconds and then the scene takes off to the credits. Uhh...what the hell?

I didn't even know what i was watching. That was one of the many totally irrelevant scenes in the movie. Others include kite-flying, scenes of fireworks and a snake scare in a farm. Intolerable.

6 ringgit malaysian wasted.




Don't buy the same tickets.



After the film ended, we were trying to make out the point of watching the show. Kirsty was somehow fascinated with the movie's theme - Odetta - Sometimes I Feel Like A Motherless Child.

Somtimesss...people make stupid decisions in their life. zZzZz..

At night, i watched Accepted with Bee and her friends. At least it was something to look forward to.

Good S.H.I.T overall. Recommended if you really have nothing to do at the moment. Really.

- take care, and God bless, everyone.

- jW's.

"Last Too-sday."

Let's have a recap on what happened on last Tuesday (or Toos-day as how jW pronounce it).

Went to pick jW and Kwee up from HELP and went on our way to MidValley. Poor Kwee was late for his 11 o' clock class so he had to take the 4pm one. So that was how we killed some time for Kwee.

Had lunch in Oh Sushi. Decided to order something light since I had a late breakfast . Ended up ordering a serving of ebit tempura. A freaking bad move it was. The weird thing is, they removed the ebi tempura dish from their menu so therefore the price wasn't stated. I always thought japaneses restaurants served that, so i asked the waiter for it. Turned out it was a freakning expensive dish when the bill came.

I was the one who wanted to order something affordable and light, but turned out i was the one who ordered something light but pricey :(

jW and Kwee ordered their full-meal servings and paid much less than i did :( bad bad bad.

Bee soon got bored and had an impulse to play masak-masak with a chunk of wasabi, and some soy sauce.

Wasabi + soy sauce



Bee's masak-masak aftermath

Bee met up w/ MeiYuen after we left Oh Sushi to go kai kai. So it was just Kwee and I.

So what did the both of us do or better, what CAN both of us do? :P HAHA.

Randomly, we headed to MPH to read some books (!). Haha. Suddenly we brought out the intellectual-ness in us :)

Nah, there wasn't any much intellectual-ness in our reading session. We just checked out car mags to more car mags.

We stayed in MPH till somewhere near around 3pm. We got tired of books. What else did we do?

We decided to bowl some balls.




Bowl time!


Half an hour more to kill, so Kwee suggested two rounds of bowling. The last time i went bowling was last year after SAM's mid-term exam, so its been awhile.

Cosmic Bowl

I'm leading!


For the first game, i had the lead and won! But i got trashed on the second game :( Guess Kwee hasn't warmed up yet during the first game.

That's Kwee



This is the second game score -



I got trashed

I completely lost for on the second round! So i got trashed :(

Anyway after our bowling game, i turned driver for Kwee and send him back to his college. Bee continued to stay in MidValley w/ MeiYuen and was meeting up with more friends later.

For me, i was a good boy for that day, so i stayed at home for the rest of the day :)

Well, that's that. Don't have anything else much to write about. Holiday's been a real bore.

- take care and God bless, everyone.

- jW's.

"Them Childhood Things."

Everyone knows our favourite childhood play thing - LEGO.

I'm sure most of us knows about our favourite late 90's RTS game - Starcraft.


Put them together and ;

Click to enlarge.

We get a very cool toy :)


Sien ah, holidays.

Damn nothing to do :(





- take care and God bless, everyone.

- jW's.

"Sup Ikan-Yu."

Time really does fly, huh. First thing i know i'm hitting my books bracing myself for the finals, next thing i know now i'm left with nothing to do but rot rot rot :S

It's been only a day (2 days since today is a Sunday) since the end of semester 2 and i'm already running out of things to do :(

Oh well, a recap on last Friday;


In the noon, headed to 1U to catch Step-Up along w/ some old college mates and their coursemates. After that, headed to MidValley to meet up w/ Bee's friends. Headed off for Hartamas at night for some drinks and that was how night ended with :)



Breakers.




jW's and tsencai's.




How's that for a short summary? :)


Anyway, some interesting stuff you might wanna check out;



For the car enthusiasts;


Paultan.org: BMW 7-Series Drift Crash


Crazy people. Next time they're going drifting with a Rolls Royce.


Been to kennysia.com lately? Seems that he has finally picked the 3 finalists for the LG White Chocolate Giveaway Contest. Contestants are suppose to post up real-life crazy stories of desperate people doing crazy things to win a boy/girl's heart. All 3 stories from the 3 finalists have been posted up. I personally liked this one :) ;

Adapted from kennysia.com -

"I'm your typical pathetic loser.

It happened when I was in Form 2. There was this girl that I really liked P. At that point, being young and naive, I thought that love was easy.

I guess she was toying with the fact that i liked her, her friends as well as mine knew about this one way relationship.

Why?

Coz I was sort of like her boyfriend. That's it. She wasn't my girlfriend.

Well, being young and naive, I thought that I had her in the bag. Thoughts or marriage and nonsense. Anyway, she forced me to do things for her. Now thinking back, I was pretty dumb to oblige to everything.
She wanted to eat Ipoh hor fun during reccess one day. When i say Ipoh, I mean Ipoh. I sneaked out of school, took a taxi to Puduraya, got a bus, went to Ipoh, bought the hor fun, came back to KL. By then, it was night already. Called her, she said she didn't want it anymore.

It was a Saturday night, she called me. Said she wants me to go to her house to make a cup of milo for her. So I walked to her house (her house was in the other neighbourhood), ringed the doorbell, guess what? Her dad came out holding a police-like baton threatening to kill me. He didn't believe me when I told him her daughter asked me to come over. He said his daughter would never befriend a guy like me and she was already asleep. Got into a lot of trouble with my parents when I got home.

On Monday, I enquired her about it. She slapped me across the face. During assembly, I was left hurt and ashamed.

From that day 'till today, we have not spoken. I thought obliging to her wishes would make her accept me. Guess not.

So, do you agree that I'm a pathetic loser?

I'm sure you are nodding frantically now."

Story ends here.

Poor guy :(

I told Bee about it, asked her to have a read at it.

And then...

Click for a larger image.


: S





- take care and God bless, everyone.


- jW's.

"Our Turn."

Can you taste it?

The aura of freedom and nothingness :)

Today (yesterday) was the last day of my finals. I self-declare myself officially achieving freedom until the next semester. Which raises another thing.

Where will be the next time i'll be studying? :(

Decisions. Decisions. Decisions.



- take care and God bless, everyone.

- tsencai.

"Why, Why, Why?"

Am i some anger-relieving glutton?


Why?


:(

"Development Hell"

The first video is a in-game of a Starcraft mod for C & C Generals. Instead of the usual US and terrorist and the Chinese, you get to use Starcraft-based factions. Cool huhh.

The second video is what i think it is, the intro movie for Starcraft Ghost. Cool, yes?


Well, its too good to be true :(



- take care and God bless, everyone.


- tsencai.

"Update."

An update? Here's an update:


At least an update about me.


Everything i do, well - just screws.

"10,000th!"

Congrats to me for having 10,000 visits on my blog.

I would like to thank everyone who have made this possible. I would to thank my family, my teachers, lecturers, my friends and especially Bee :)

This would not have been made possible without the help of you people.



Ah screw that. I have much more important issues to attend to.

Sigh.

Sometimes, the wrong things come at the wrong time.

Those things that come out of my mouth, were never meant to be that way :(

I'm sorry :(

I'm fucked up.


Sigh.

:(

- God bless us all.

- tsencai.

"I Too Can't Resist."

I'm writing this post in response to this :



You can't resist, huh.



Which is actually an entry in response...

to this -



Bee's blog entry quite some time ago.



First thing when Bee read it, she couldn't help but laugh at distorted-nat's attempt at flaming Bee in return.


First things first -


We were both dumbfounded because in the first place...







it wasn't even directed to you =)



Oh boy, =)


Now why you so itchy-backside so perasan flame Bee when there was no intention of ever directing such things to you =)




Yes, NATALIE. jW is a Goddess to me =) Let's hope your boyfriend feels the same way to you too =)


I really pity you for having such an over-sized ego.

Bee has no concern over you, little girl. You have certain nothing. Clearly, the full area of your ignorance is not yet mapped.


Why do you even bother finding trouble w/ Bee :)


Seriously, the only thing worse than your ego is your manners. Your attempt at constructing a creative flame was pitiful. I mean, really, stringing together a bunch of insults among a load of babbling was hardly effective.

I mean really. What's up? What gave you the initiative for that?

Bee is really going to enjoy putting in a new entry =)

I notice that you never let an idea interrupt the flow of your posts. It's truly amazing the way you never let an idea interrupt the flow of your typing, but then, making sense isn't your area of expertise, is it? Anyway, who was talking to you or even taking you under consideration?


YOU ARE LIKE DAMN FUCKING PERASAN, GIRL. :)


And of course, no one can stop you from reading blogs :)


Dullard, do yourself a favor: disconnect your computer from the Internet. I wish you the best of luck in the emotional, and social struggles that seem to be placing such a demand on you.



Take care and God bless.







The response order goes like -

GO AWAYYY, pansybum --> i can't resist --> I Too Can't Resist =)


Enjoy.



- jW's.

"fucked in."

What if..

something were to happen..

that really hurts you..

but its deemed unevitable.

It hurts so badly.

these feelings of helplessness.

these feelings of sorrow.

everything seems to be crashing down.

Yes, it does not matter at all.

But it hurts so badly.

Just mere thoughts.

I try not to wallow about it.

It hurts so badly.

Just as much as i try not to think of it.

than thinking of it.

Others may not think mutually as me.

Its just the way I am.

I'm sorry.

I'm fucked in.

"..."

Fuckstress.

"Bee!"

Due to personal request:

Today wasn't a very good day for Bee. She was suppose to go for some casting thing for a Hotlink advertisement in the morning. I gave her a morning call to confirm our plan, but she wasn't feeling well :(

Worst still, she vomitted a few times in the morning when i called :( Sigh..

The cause; food poisoning :(

The culprit; musst be the food she ate on last Friday at SS2's Selera Malam. Tim is so gonna laugh at her. Poor thing :(

In the evening, i had dinner w/ Bee though she didn't felt too well. I suggested to go to Murni @ SS2 but the place was crowded as usual, so Bee suggested we eat at the kopitiam shop next to it. Poor girl had to accompany eat while at her state. In the end, Bee didn't eat anything, so she had to watch me eat while she just sat there looking.

Poor thing :( So i hurried up my meal before things gets worse. We went back to her place after that. Since Bee wasn't feeling too good i stayed at her place for awhile till somewhere near 9.00pm then i left. Didn't want her to be alone so i thought of giving her company for awhile :)

Bee hadn't had anything for the whole day except a slice of bread with milo kosong in the morning. So, she had forced herself to put something in her stomache. Her choics were limited, so she had roti kosong + milo kosong again. Poor Bee was so helpless i had to feed her :P


Get well soon k :)

I'll be praying for your speedy recovery :)



I love you, Bee :)

- jW's.

"Ads."

Some funny/weird/crazy ads that i've come across -



Big and Proud.

I know about bra push-ups, but rear push-ups?

Volkswagen advertisements (found it through Chris' blog).

Finally, some ads get really competitive.


BMW.


Audi.


Subaru.


Bentley.



Tomorrow's Bee's big day. Bee, all the best! :)





- take care and God bless, everyone.

- jW's.

"Sigh-ness."

I haven't been -

• studying enough
• working out
• sleeping enough

and my exams are in 3 weeks time. and not to say i have a very free and easy exam schedule unlike last semester where exam paper dates are few days apart. This semester are all back-to-back stuff.

Oh well, joke for the day;

Enjoy :)


The cute things they say to each other

You may not be able to party after marriage if your wife is like this one........... :)

Newlyweds This couple had only been married for two weeks. The husband, although very much in love, couldn't wait to go out into town and party, so he says to his new wife: Honey, I'll be right back...

Where are you going coochi cooh...? Asks the wife. I'm going to the bar, pretty face. I'm going to have a beer.

The wife puts her hands on her hips and says to him: You want a beer my love...? Then she opens the door to the refrigerator and shows him 25 different kinds of beer brands from 12 different countries: Germany, Holland, Japan, India, etc....

The husband doesn't know what to do, and the only thing that he can think of saying is: Yes, loolie loolie ... but the bar .... you know ...the frozen glass.

He didn't get to finish saying the sentence, when the wife interrupts him by saying: You want a frozen glass puppy face...? She takes out of the freezer a huge beer mug so frozen that the wife was getting the chills from holding it.

The husband looking a bit pale says: Yes, tootsie roll, but at the bar they have those hoer's de devours that are really delicious... I won't be long. I'll be right back. I promise. OK? You want hoer's de devours poochi pooh..? She opens the oven and takes out 15 dishes of different hoer's de devours ...chicken wings, pigs in the blanket, mushroom caps, pork strips, etc...

But sweet honey ... at the bar ... you know ... the swearing, the dirty words and all that...You want dirty words cutie pie...?

HERE, DRINK YOUR FUCKING BEER IN YOUR FUCKING FROZEN GLASS AND EAT YOUR FUCKING SHIT HOER'S DE VOURS, BECAUSE YOU AREN'T GOING ANYWHERE.YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!...


Area 51

You've all heard of the Air Force's ultra-high-security, super-secret base in Nevada, known simply as Area 51?

Well, late one afternoon, the Air Force folks out at Area 51 were very surprised to see a Cessna landing at their secret base, They immediately impounded the aircraft and hauled the pilot into an interrogation room.

The pilot's story was that he took off from Vegas, got lost, and spotted the Base just as he was about to run out of fuel. The Air Force started a full FBI background check on the pilot and held him overnight during the investigation.

By the next day, they were finally convinced that the pilot really was lost and wasn't a spy. They gassed up his airplane, gave him a terrifying"you-did-not-see-a-thing" briefing, complete with threats of spending the rest of his life in prison, told him Vegas was that-a-way on such-and-such a heading, and sent him on his way.

The next day, to the total disbelief of the Air Force, the same Cessna showed up again. Once again, the MP's surrounded the plane... only this time there were two people in the plane.

The same pilot jumped out and said,Do anything you want to me, lock me up, throw away the key, ANYTHING you want! But my wife is in the plane with me and you have GOT to tell her where I was last night!



Red and Shiny

The teacher, in an attempt to stimulate their minds, asked the class the following question, "What is bright red and shiny?" Little Johnny jumped up and shouted, " A fire engine !!!!??? "No! No!" said the teacher," But I like the way you think.. Anyone else?" Little Susan replied that it was an apple and the teacher was happy except Johnny of course.. Anyway, Little Johnny asked the teacher if he can ask a question to which she nodded OK. "What is long, hard, rounded and has hair at one end?"

"JOHNNY!!!" she screamed, "WE'LL HAVE NONE OF THAT TALK HERE..." Johnny replied, "No, it's a toothbrush, but I like the way you think"..



- take care and God bless, everyone.

- jW's.

"Window Shopping"

A lazy Sunday afternoon, my mom and bro are out at 1U doing some grocery shopping, while its me and my dad sitting in house. So we decided to do some window shopping of our own :)



Window shopping galore.

Our ideal shopping mall. First item on display ;

Maserati C-12.

Maserati's supercar. Just fresh in the market.


Maserati C-12.

Next, we have German's fusion of superior performance and luxury;

Mercedes SLR.


Maserati C-12 and Mercedes SLR.

The Italian's are definitely at the top of the game;


Enzo nice behind.


Enzo.

Sweet foreign products, huh :) Fully imported and fresh. Next on the list we have superior modifications available as well.

Superior modifications.


Very superior modifications.

You'll want one.


You definitely will want one.

M-tagged.

Then, there are some which are ready for take-and-go basis;

Just take and go.

Further into the mall, we have;

British.


More Italian.

Italian's and German's.

More take-and-go basis;


An Italian.

Finally, ah-pa's favourite;

German.

A German.

and that concludes our window shopping for the afternoon. We were contented on the variety of products that was on display. Very diversified. I like it.

Oh, something i just realised recently.

Somehow i felt that Sean's blog thumbnail link was somewhat familiar...

Grins.

Grins.

HAHA! :)

Its late, and i need some sleep.

zZzZzZ.

- take care and God bless.

- jW's.