"Nobody"

"Nobody"

Ok, i wonder why people complain bout their lives? I know people who go clubbing, come home in the next morning, treat their home like a hotel, and they say, "I hate my parents; they don't give me enough freedom and bla bla bla" and in the end they say "I hate my life."

Pls. Let me tell you reader(s) something, alright?

My name is Joshua Liew Tsen Cai. I am 18 years old, going on 19 this year. I still have a CURFEW.

Yes. I still have a curfew. Go on. Laugh. I've even heard somebody said, "I thought guys don't have a CURFEW". Heck, even some girls don't even have a curfew. They can go out, return to their homes the next morning, and their parents won't even realize that their out -.-;

So, whats that compared to me? I'm a momma's boy? Or i'm just a plain wuss?

So, telling you how much of a loser i am, pls stop complaining so much. Live your life. Your parents have given enough freedom to you.

Couples. They always seem very happy together, don't they? Yes they do. But nothing lasts forever. Nothing.

They might look happy together, but it's more than meets the eye. They look happy, but they might NOT be. They will be once when one half of the couple does not agree w/ the other half about something.

Then, they begin complaining bout each other behind their respective backs. To their friends. Ok..thats cool. One has to let some out, right? Share the problem...gain opinions..stuff like that. Right...

and so...then they might suddenly talk bout their past..their ex-s in particular. One said he/she has 4...another said 2...another said 17 @)(#*@)#*@#*@ OMG you're good man. Well, not so good in the claimer's opinion however, said that they weren't proud or happy bout their past.

Well of course you ain't proud of it..it's a sad thing right? Hearts broken, feelings hurt etc etc...

BUT

One thing i really don't like hearing from them is this -

I wish i never was like that.

......

NEVER. EVER.

TELL ME THAT.

I'm sure you were happy during those times. ONly the problems you faced during the course of the relationships brought things down. The problems brought YOU down. You/your partner couldn't handle it. So things just went bad and both of you broke up. GG.

Well at least you had fun. You were able to get a partner and i'm sure both of you had fun during courtship and the relationship. Thats cool.

But NEVER, EVER, regret that.

Things like these happen in our age. It doesn't really last unless you're really commited. And yes, staying and maintaining one takes ALOT of commitment.

Being in love is fun. It sounds fun. It IS really fun. But the results, might not be fun.

So please, if you think you're the kind that can't really handle stress/problems/pressure, don't get into one. I'm not really discouraging or anything but..

some people can be really.....persistent. They know it. They forsee it. They have exprienced it.

Yet they still get involved. Then in the future, more complains. I don't get it. If it's too much. Why not just call it quits?

Or another solution.

Get through with things. PLS. You're hurting not only yourself but somebody else too when breaking up. If you think its just too painful for you, think bout the other party.

Lu ingat apa? your boyfriend/girlfriend's a stone ah?

And then they say; geting into a relationship, breaking up, getting into another one..etc etc....bla bla blaa...

A buddy of mine told me this before in EXACT words..."Pls man. take it from me lar...don't be a snaker. Snaker's no good wan ah..Snaker's life painful wan ah..and also dangerous lorr...i wish i didnt' have any girlfriend larr..."

Snaker : A term used for a guy who courts a female. This term is mainly used in DJ grounds. Hence the verb "Snaking". Snaking would then mean courting.

Ok. Let me tell you something, ok?

My name is Joshua Liew Tsen Cai. I'm 18 years old, going 19 this year. I've been single all my life. and how have i been spending it?

I spent most of my life devoted to computer games, tv, food etc etc. Everyday (now at least) i sleep at 2-3am+...starring down at my monitor, chatting...blogging...dota-ing..bla bla blaa.....for the ENTIRE DAY.

THAT'S A FREAKING GEEK MAN. I coop myself up in my room w/ a mother as a prison warden at home. I hardly go out. In fact, i think i could use the word never.

You think it's fun? I'd think your life is much better than me. The things i would actually give up to devote myself to a partner (ok i think i sound desperate here, i'll stop now) but i CAN'T. Consider yourself blessed.

Pls, never regret what you have done. Having a partner is cool. You just gotta know your limits. You can stay at home, knowing someone out there cares for you. Someone who constantly (ok mebbe not constantly, but its good enough for a word, right) thinks bout you.

So pls..never ever say that you regret being in a relationship. There are many single ppl out there who wish to live a life like yours.

Having a partner. Some ppl make it look/sound so easy.

Though i think whatever i've typed so far might be bullshit or what-so-ever, i hope i can make myself clear enough.

Pls..do...NOT.....EVER.....TELL ME...

Your life sucks.

Cause you can never compare it w/ mine.

Ok, i maybe i think i might present myself in a desperate status w/ this entry. But just so you reader(s) out there know, i'm quite happy w/ my life :]

-Loads of blessings.

-tsencai.