Sunday, May 07, 2006

"Deep Inside"

"Deep Inside"



Few years back he thought he met the most decent one. Nice, warm-hearted - something could've started. Time passes by. In the end things just didn't worked out. Interception happened.

He took a heavy fall. Right into the exam season it was. Grades didn't turn out well. Pills and sharp objects seemed attractive. However, he got back on his feet soon after. He knew moving on is a must.

Life goes on.

He met a decent one. Having a fresh new start, something could be done. Happy times passed. It was time to take it at eased. Guess again. Interception happened.



It hurt so badly he thought it was time to take the train (just for rhymig sake). He felt so hopeless and useless. He just sucked. Depression was all over.





Time goes by. Still hut and down, he still can't get over it. Things were thought to be going great but however things just really sucked for him. I think he sucks. One day, opportunity came - at least he thought it did. Back on his feet he was. Hope still shined. Guess again.

Interception occured. It was striker number three.


There wasn't any hope. Hopeless. Useless. I think he's really a bum. A loser.




He gave up. Really down, and depressed, he only could turn to his coffee cups. It was a way of feeling better over screw-ups.


Even more time has passed. He wants to move on. And he did. About time he had a time out. Studies were his main focus now. Though his academic capabilities are quite low. I, however, have faith in him :)



01:02:03am - 4th May 2006. What did you do? Made a wish? Well i made one. I wish life would be better and fairer. I prayed that Father woul bestow me with wisdom and knowledge to put up with all these nonsense and also to pull me through them. I ever so need His help.






Response is at floor level. I'm withdrawing.







- I still have faith, but this time - enough is enough. No more nonsense.


- take care and God bless, everyone.


- tsencai.

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